I wish for you, thoughts from your heart today

Amazing when you look back on your life and think about all you thought you knew then add new knowledge of how your mind “ego” had its part.

Have you realized yet that the stories your mind makes up when you are facing an unknown? Often causing you suffering, anger, fear that was not even necessary other than to exhaust you and cause bad feelings-why do we do this?

When your life or world around you collapses, dies, goes away and you are left there unknowingly in the middle of a Sea or naked in a desert seeking anything familiar like a shirt or a shoe to help you get back to where? Only time will tell. Been learning the power time holds, what I want to grab hold of with these years of knowledge and experiences. I am not so willing to grab at just anything. Time takes things with it. I feel a hurtful loss as it does as I want to resist and I am failing.

I drove to Couer d’Alene the other day and was seeing the variety of Cars as a representation of the people in our society. Since I drive a gas saver I always wonder why and how the big v-8 people do it as an everyday commute rig, I found it interesting but I will stop here.

It left me wondering why in school we do not analyze ourselves from the information of the dispositions of our Parents and Grandparents. Thinking this might give us a good start in understanding our “self”. I know when I shop for my Ponies I look hard at what the Dam (Mother) and Grand dam were like. Today I thought back to once I read that our welfare was breeding a society that would take over our County-what a thought. So I found this and thought it was interesting…https://www.sciencedaily.com/releas…/2019/…/190517081636.htm I am always amused by the amount of Studies that are done.

You know “what gets my goat” besides that is an odd saying. Is when people in a relationship or friendship, even acquaintance act on an assumption of another person or you without communication. That they can be so sure in their own head about you without a word and take a negative action I think is what I am thinking. Not like a Surprise Party. If more people could get out of their own heads and talk I believe the world would be a better place-just my opinion.

When you are angry, most likely you feel someone was to blame for making you feel angry. REALLY?! no one can make you do anything you choose not to, simple. The hard part at times is to accept the responsibility that it was your choice to be Angry. If it was your choice then why? Does it feel good? What is it that you want from it over time? If in a relationship fight, stop think how will this look tomorrow will we look back? do we really need this fight? Why are you?

Self-love is needed to share love, so when is self-love not your Ego and your ego, not self-love? I will “Ask a Witch” 

let’s assume the Ego is the core to most mental discomforting thoughts as jealousy, expectations, anger, hate, and more. I found this interesting video on Ego